oh man oh man... took so long to update... super alot to say!! well came back frm the mission trip on monday... it was absolutely wonderful!! learnt so much and i was so so so blessed thru it!! really felt God moving in my life man... love Him so much :) the pple dere really worship with all their hearts lor!! esp the kids!! terimah kasih tuhan... yeah was a real eye opener... and now more than ever i know tt the mission field is where god has put me... really been blessed by this trip on the whole!! made many new frens and met some SCARY pple... but other than the scary indo ah bengs (who i really shld intro to vana *wink*) everyoneelse was super nice and friendsly and stuff... and got to know the pple who went on the trip better too! josh is my boyfrennnnnn hahaha... poor boy he kept denying heh... well i guess at 11 he doesnt really look at girls yet but nvm haha... and got to know james alot better too and hear his good good advice :) yeah and oso found out lynettes funny side! haha... i just got back the pics we took today and the one where me lijia and lyn were looking dead is SO funny... esp lyn! she looked totally DEAD haha... yeah and oso alot of my doubts were cleared and its like God cleared my eyes of all the blurry stuff tt gets in there while ur sleeping and all of a sudden i could see my life for wad it was... i really cant wait to go back man... all of us like cant wait till we can go back agian... the best thing was the children ok... they are SO cute... oh man i love kids haha... i wanted to hug and kiss all of them but the boys all run away :( but nvm! got to kiss agung! haha... oh man i love him the most cos hes my cinderell-agung haha sweetest boy in the ENTIRE world lah ok... wahlao cant stand it man haha... oh no i really love them lor haha... lyn was oso saying tt she misses the children alot... SIGH... ok nvm... its a really nice place! and had so many great experiences... really wun forget it... and since ive come back went for fever 100... was ok i guess... abit sian sometimes and some stuff i dun agree with lah but pastor rob is really nice and frenly :) and did learn some stuff too lah! but im glad its only 4 days long... anymore anchorpoint and i would have DIED yupps... lots of stuff happening in my life... abit i dunno... sad sometimes, confused... tempted... really really tempted... but well i dunno... i hope tt God will pull me thru just like He always does! one of the main things i brought back frm tt trip was FAITH... yeah... i realised how weak my faith was and like... i guess thru the trip i really grew in my faith lor... i cant wait to go out and serve Him now! i just pray for oportunities tt i can share with my frens and stuff... im like so on fire for Him now and it really feels good! and im so glad tt my parents support me in my plan to go and be a missionary... at least i have their support! :) kinda got closer to them abit too lah... which is good i guess... i wrote a poem in like 5 mins during the creative arts workshop which sucks haha... but the woman read it aloud! i think she tho the poet must be some cute little kid... shld have seen her face when it was me haha... like err... haha... and den when i said tt i was 17 she was like "oh nvm! im 25!" HMM haha... im not a kid ok! haha... jo and co (oh tt rhymes!) said tt my poem sucks tho haha... ill put it up here just for fun:
God made funny people
So we can laugh aloud
God made the morning sun
and the dArk shady cloud
I thank God for creation
cos He made me too!
haha okok... nvm at least its CUTE